"You'll spend the rest of your life like this, killing yourself slowly..."
Man, what a neat little game. I simultaneously want to beat myself up and give myself a hug. It really is easy to get trapped in that loop of self hatred. & the response of "am I not even worth your attention..?" if you spare her (you). I'll be thinking about this one for a while!
I felt like the looping animations and repeating gameplay loop did a really good job at reflecting the kind of self destructive thought spirals depicted - it doesn't fundamentally change, it just gets worse. Has a very striking, well thought out and realised aesthetic identity. Importantly, every layer of the game complements and build off the others. Really great.
Very heavy game. This game do transport you into the mind of someone who is quite fucked up.
Spoilers ahead:
The "regular" ending made me horrified. Very very uncomfortable. I think it is nice that you can't actually have a good ending, because if you dont do anything, the digital-you still feels worthless, and with the "yes" answers to the sort of absurd questions, it shows that the "real you" is simply finding another way to torture her. I like that closing the window is always an option, and much like real-life bad habits, "its over... unless?" wich is the "again?".
Very meta-play, great great game. Also "Cute" graphics, nice aesthetic, great music.
Ps: i'm not good at decoding but kinda wanted to know if the binary code and others meant something.
Nice game, it's just like Cookie Clicker except it's cute and wholesome (: The aesthetics are quite fire, and the philosophy behind the game is really interesting. self harm? suicide? anime??! its all connected. 5/5
I didn't click eviscerate at all but I still kept replaying out of curiosity until the end and then I just closed the whole window. I don't think any piece of media has gotten such a visceral response out of me before. Good job.
same! I like to think about what the response implies in-universe....it's a different kind of sick, coming back to watch something always anticipating more and more destruction, even if the player character doesn't do anything.
This is one of the more interesting games I’ve played that explores self-harm and the motivations around it. Even though this game follows the Neo-Twiny Jam restrictions, I find the game feeling “longer” and more substantial than it should be – even if discounting the clicker gameplay.
The self-destructive tendencies explored in this game feel pretty real and honestly understandable. I really enjoyed this game a lot and it’s one of the reasons why I think sites like Itchio are cool.
my dyslexic ass read the title as "evis-create-this-girl" n I'm just staring at the screen wondering what the evis means (I literally went into it thinking we'd have to create or dress up a girl at some point) 😭 other than that I loved this game,, would love to see more games like this. ^^
I'll be honest I expected this to be a "edgy for the sake of being edgy" type game, but after letting curiosity get the best of me this game is certainly an interesting one. Keep it up.
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"You'll spend the rest of your life like this, killing yourself slowly..."
Man, what a neat little game. I simultaneously want to beat myself up and give myself a hug. It really is easy to get trapped in that loop of self hatred. & the response of "am I not even worth your attention..?" if you spare her (you). I'll be thinking about this one for a while!
I felt like the looping animations and repeating gameplay loop did a really good job at reflecting the kind of self destructive thought spirals depicted - it doesn't fundamentally change, it just gets worse. Has a very striking, well thought out and realised aesthetic identity. Importantly, every layer of the game complements and build off the others. Really great.
Very heavy game. This game do transport you into the mind of someone who is quite fucked up.
Spoilers ahead:
The "regular" ending made me horrified. Very very uncomfortable. I think it is nice that you can't actually have a good ending, because if you dont do anything, the digital-you still feels worthless, and with the "yes" answers to the sort of absurd questions, it shows that the "real you" is simply finding another way to torture her. I like that closing the window is always an option, and much like real-life bad habits, "its over... unless?" wich is the "again?".
Very meta-play, great great game. Also "Cute" graphics, nice aesthetic, great music.
Ps: i'm not good at decoding but kinda wanted to know if the binary code and others meant something.
Thanks. It's been a while but I don't think the binary code means anything, it's just nonsense.
nvm abt last post
i may have gone overboard...
You think that's big?
I got 109283746574839201384765478392093874839203987849309485758940958e+23
my laptop crashed
Nice game, it's just like Cookie Clicker except it's cute and wholesome (:
The aesthetics are quite fire, and the philosophy behind the game is really interesting. self harm? suicide? anime??! its all connected. 5/5
she's just like me
Some games like this?
I didn't click eviscerate at all but I still kept replaying out of curiosity until the end and then I just closed the whole window. I don't think any piece of media has gotten such a visceral response out of me before. Good job.
same! I like to think about what the response implies in-universe....it's a different kind of sick, coming back to watch something always anticipating more and more destruction, even if the player character doesn't do anything.
simplesmente um dos meus jogos fav!
This is so real and surreal at the same time, I can't believe you made it in twine!!! Amazing job!
what is the second ending
wait how does she know my time hmmm?
This is one of the more interesting games I’ve played that explores self-harm and the motivations around it. Even though this game follows the Neo-Twiny Jam restrictions, I find the game feeling “longer” and more substantial than it should be – even if discounting the clicker gameplay.
The self-destructive tendencies explored in this game feel pretty real and honestly understandable. I really enjoyed this game a lot and it’s one of the reasons why I think sites like Itchio are cool.
Made a video
pro tip: don't use an auto clicker, because the game WILL explode
my dyslexic ass read the title as "evis-create-this-girl" n I'm just staring at the screen wondering what the evis means (I literally went into it thinking we'd have to create or dress up a girl at some point) 😭 other than that I loved this game,, would love to see more games like this. ^^
Like a hyperpop episode of Black Mirror 👌👌👌
this is desturbing
have actually two ending?
Second one might be a bit hard to find, but it's there. Hint: check the UI.
thank for say how get the ending hardcore
TBH I went through a run just not eviscerating because I thought there was some kind of pacifist ending
Would've added one if I had the wordcount for it... maybe after the jam's over?
Same i did that and when she asked for he worst thing i did i just said "Nothing. I am a sweet kind anime girl." but that didnt change anything
Some genuinely freaky moments here. The sound effects were gnarly. Really solid sense of its own aesthetic.
Unlike other games, this game did a great job keeping my interest. You did very well for the constricting limitation. Good job.
What soap do you recommend for my eyes?? Taking any suggestions...
How bout some eyebleach instead...?
In all seriousness, thanks for the video!
That might work.. haha and you are very welcome I am glad you enjoyed my commentary
I'll be honest I expected this to be a "edgy for the sake of being edgy" type game, but after letting curiosity get the best of me this game is certainly an interesting one. Keep it up.
It's true.